hmm.. i think i want to make a pretty new good start..

hmmm.................. 9 months... to get ready for the REAL world... haha... im new in this phase.. so, please do help me out adults.....

ok....... maturity,.. haha... something that i dont achieve totally yet... i think my mind is too petite compared to the adult... hmmm... ~~cant really believe that im getting to adult phase (soon)...

but that is not my inspiration to write a blog...

ok.. first..

i was a failure.... i think the world was at the end.... couldnt be top in class... too foolish... not hardworking... Lazy!! BUT out of blue, something motivated me to be patience... to be hardworking... (weird).... i really want to be somebody (eventhough i still dont know to be who)... so i started to do what i supposed to do (as a student).. strive hard.... i just want to be somebody useful to the society... what is so cool to be somebody that is brilliant but dont give any contribution to the society... useless then....

now, its the time for me to wait for the result.. I did my very best. So, I guess Allah will do the rest... patience is a virtue....

wait... is there something to do with maturity? funny... ok... matured... am i? nope.. but i met someone that is not so matured actually.. that is my first thought... laughing like a kiddo... but this person does taught me a lot about maturity.. maturity is not just something to do with your image.... but your mind.. THAT IS IMPORTANTE.. i guess, DONT JUDGE A BOOK BY ITS COVER.... so the lessons are;

• dont think if you are serious, you are matured enough...
• learn to listen and think, then do the action...
• be somebody that accept critics to build a better you...
• ask even if you know, because you might get a new input...